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I'm Having a Good Time

by SAMonWRY

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Let's get Started 04:47
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Let's get started My Dearest Friends it's time for this all to begin again The earth's been around the sun again I'm ready to write a song and then The clouds close in over my head sitting on my bed I hear the rain, not a pain - it's beautiful tapping on, rapping on my window, cubicles enclose so many people I've never met and how, just how could I possibly get all of you people to be friendly to me It just doesn't like a possibility I feel like such a Bedragare It's swedish for imposter apparently at least that's what the internet tells me If I could wake up as the person that I want to be Don't you think that solve so many problems for me? Oh listen to this You Whispered To Me and I send a hiss A snarl a screech I'm stuck on a beach in front of an endless sea of impossible dreams somebody please Teach Me How To Teleport away from all of this now There is a battle inside my mind throwing these words and most are unkind I fear my capacity for evil what do I do when it's Warlock Vs Paladin in my soul? don't get me wrong I don't I'd be a villain be the thoughts that fill my strength to my empathy are chilling I just want a magic Delivery give me what I need and take what you must from me This fight never ends Like a dog's tongue stuck in Peanut Butter Duck and cover from the incidental words from one stranger to another Honestly it hurts so bad but I can't begin to get that mad because you don't know that what you say kills my feelings But then somedays I feel so close in a mirror in the dark A Spooky Sight but then I feel marose That's not me now and it might not be me then and then the tears and emotion wash over me yet again Ask an old Fletcher why do you bother there are machines that do this now this profession has been slaughtered they might smile and say that they like it this way imagine the opposite and that's me, okay? I'm beginning to sound like an Absurdist Rap is the easiest way to put poetry to song but it's not a genre that I listen to so doing this feels wrong amiss and long but good for emphasis it makes the words sound strong I just want to get away from everything around me I want to take a break from the thoughts that always fill me So please, friends, Join Me For An Adventure awaits us I'm fine with any method flying, hiking or by bus I just want to get away I just really want to roam anywhere it takes for me to say This Isn't Home And then we fix it with a bit of raw emotion as we cross the violent waves of an empathetic ocean Thank you all for being My Friend Austin, Stephanie, Amy, Pat, and Jen Please don't be sad if I don't say your name those first ones rhyme the line, but a whole list would be lame And what of the friends that I could make later They could mean the same to me, maybe less or greater I cannot begin to express how important each and every single one of you are to me Wether you're just nice and give me a friendly wave or you play these crazy games with me and roll Nat 20 Death Saves Oh gosh, I'm sorry to ramble on like this and no I don't expect this song to make up any playlists on anyone's iPod. Postmortem is quite odd What happens to us when we die I've yet to hear response from God. It scares me quite honestly because from what I can see our time on earth is all we have and all that's after is empty I hope that before then I will be who I want to be Because if it ends like this I will not end up being me Someday My Dreams will come true and let me be the first to tell you that will be the happiest day in my entire gosh-darn life I'm still think that I'm evil but I take pride from it too It's hard to chastise stealing things because I Sometimes Want To Die is such a simple word and lie just comes so easy It comes from me so fast that honestly it makes me queasy but now we've got to move on just sit back and let it play The tunes are rad, if I might add there's Only One Thing Left To Say Take it all with a grain of salt It's not all true, my friend I'm a story teller too, and now This Is The End.
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My Dearest Friends 03:30
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There's something a bit too personal about words i ripped from my soul I just can't sing them out aloud in anything less than a full crowd The faces of my dearest friends that is where my courage ends I'll hit play and you can hear I'll walk away 'cause you're too dear I know you won't judge me by a song that I sing or two I just hope you know that I'm shy 'cause I care 'bout you I think that I'm trying to impress you By sharing all the musical things I do I know I've got room to improve but when i get things going it's a pretty nice groove Hey there everyone listen to the song I made everytime these notes are played I hear where my voice is frayed I don't really care when I'm alone and no one's there but when you are in that chair I think that it's only fair The faces of my dearest friends that is where my courage ends I'll hit play and you can hear I'll walk away 'cause you're too dear I know you won't judge me by a song that I sing or two I just hope you know that I'm shy 'cause I care 'bout you Oh you all mean a lot to me I hope I make this plain to see I feel broken up inside but around you I don't have to hide I might whisper 'cause I write music really late sometimes I am up til eight in the morning it's not great I'm a- fraid to sleep when I'm feeling so alone there's no signal on my phone leave a message at the tone I'm not afraid to let the strangers hear my voice But because you know me well I am so scared you'll call it noise I'm embarrased I think that I try to hard If I didn't have you here I'd split my heart in- to a shard The faces of my dearest friends that is where my courage ends I'll hit play and you can hear I'll walk away 'cause you're too dear I know you won't judge me by a song that I sing or two I just hope you know that I'm shy 'cause I care 'bout you The faces of my dearest friends that is where my courage ends I'll hit play and you can hear I'll walk away 'cause you're too dear I know you won't judge me by a song that I sing or two I just hope you know that I'm shy 'cause I care 'bout you
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Bedragare ft. Patrick Kuhns 03:23
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You think that you know me? Well I am a liar. I faked my way in here I don’t deserve your affection. I am a keeper of secrets I've got things on my mind I want to tell the world But it's harder than you think “You don’t deserve this life that you love now. You are an impostor. You don’t know how What you want is what you got, and it’s not What you’ve earned. You have learned it’s a jackpot.” It doesn’t really matter if it’s real. It doesn’t really flatter how I feel. These brain weirds don’t ever discriminate The fake fears from the real ones that I hate Oh I do not believe in me Inside my heart I cannot see There is no way that I belong You can't convince me that I'm wrong Imposter, that is who I am A wolf that's acting as a lamb I just can not be good enough To be your friend and all that stuff Can you really tell me that you love me as I am? Can you really believe that this isn’t all a scam? I can’t understand how I got here in the first place Unless you know that you don’t know me, then in that case Why do you keep me around? Is it mercy? Maybe you just like to stir up all this controversy I can’t begin to accept that I belong here Being found out is my greatest fear. Right place, right time. That’s all it really takes. My face, my rhymes. We’re a couple of fakes Showing our thoughts to a world that don’t care. They just stop and stare, and now it is there (again) Oh I do not believe in me Inside my heart I cannot see There is no way that I belong You can't convince me that I'm wrong Imposter, that is who I am A wolf that's acting as a lamb I just can not be good enough To be your friend and all that stuff Can you really tell me if it’s all real? Can you really tell me it’s how I feel? You can’t understand how my brain weirds speak. I’m an impostor. You can call me weak. If you really understood how I thought, You wouldn’t be here. These feelings I’ve fought. I can't believe I'm accepted by you all I know that I'm a fake, pride won't come before my fall. Oh I do not believe in me Inside my heart I cannot see There is no way that I belong You can't convince me that I'm wrong Imposter, that is who I am A wolf that's acting as a lamb I just can not be good enough To be your friend and all that stuff Oh I do not believe in me Inside my heart I cannot see There is no way that I belong You can't convince me that I'm wrong Imposter, that is who I am A wolf that's acting as a lamb I just can not be good enough To be your friend and all that stuff
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You Whispered to Me 03:53
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you whispered to me I didn't listen you tried real hard because you had some things to say you whispered to me I didn't listen I guess that might be why things have turned out this way I think I hear you but I don't get it with every word you say I lose a little more I think I hear you but I don't get it the sounds are strange and I don't know what dialogue is for I don't know what you're sayin' to me Everything is just drowned out when I'm failing you Your words hold such high esteem for me But for some reason I can't understand you tu flisphen balgee rye kislint fission the garble flarison is flagrant blemphis ray tu flisphen balgee rye kislint fission By resh kal bielihken tis bavelgout kileigh lie blinking tiershu put violet pleasent kith trevy birdelop I snoodle bivlep tore lie blinking tiershu put violet pleasent piroundez flangel hob umami teckless tilo core How could you think that I could not care about what you say There is just a disconnect between my ears and in my brain I hear the sounds of vibrations that your vocal chords make but the meaning of them requires multiple takes you whispered to me you whispered to me You whispered to me through the world wide web and I don't know what you're sayin' but it's going through my head 'cause I wanna put music to the words that you say 'cause the world you make is beautiful it brightens up my day you whispered to me (tu flisphen balgee) I didn't listen (rye kislint fission) you tried real hard because (the garble flarison) you had some things to say (is flagrant blemphis ray) you whispered to me (tu flisphen balgee) I didn't listen (rye kislint fission) I guess that might be why (By resh kal bielihken things have turned out this way (tis bavelgout kileigh I think I hear you (lie blinking tiershu) but I don't get it (put violet pleasent) with every word you say (kith trevy birdelop) I lose a little more (I snoodle bivlep tore) I think I hear you (lie blinking tiershu) but I don't get it (put violet pleasent) the sounds are strange and (piroundez flangel hob) I don't know what dialogue is for (umami teckless tilo core)
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Teach Me How to Teleport ft. Aidan Aesoph 04:00
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Teach me how to teleport Vanishing of any sort I just want to know for sport Teach me how to teleport Appearing out of thin air Like you haven't got a care Anywhere you wanna go You ain't goin with the flow I just want to teleport I mean it just saves so much time So much so that I can’t believe That this dream could be only mine Whether it’s done with portals Or a localized effect I don’t care if it’s magic Or atoms beamed from back on deck I want to start here and end up over there any method, make it happen in an instant and I will not care It'll be like look, now you see me Now you see me somewhere else First I'm reading books at home then I'm buying tuna melts Teach me how to teleport Vanishing of any sort I just want to know for sport Teach me how to teleport Appearing out of thin air Like you haven't got a care Anywhere you wanna go You ain't goin with the flow First thing I'd do go to a museum I could take more paintings in cause of how fast that I'd see 'em And think about it any time you do something embarassing you could be gone before they even noticed anything I could wake up 10 minutes before I need to be somewhere get dressed, brush teeth teleport and beat you there And if you want to travel there could be no better way than visiting every single country in a single day Teach me how to teleport Vanishing of any sort I just want to know for sport Teach me how to teleport Appearing out of thin air Like you haven't got a care Anywhere you wanna go You ain't goin with the flow Forget about waiting in traffic or standing in line when you teleport around life is looking pretty fine Need some eggs for your brownies and you've already thrown the mix in? Teleport to the store and reappear right in your kitchen The uses are just endless and I haven't scratched the surface As super powers go this one is really all-purpose So please I am begging you share with me your skills Teach me how to teleport and all of its warped thirlls Alright, first off Here's what you gotta know: Is the destination that you chose Familiar or no? If it is that's good There's a minimal risk But if it's not you may just find That you are being whisked Away from your friends and Into the ether with a Seismic pull upon you Or either A comical slice From a treasured appendage Or at the very least A refocusing of lenses Teach me how to teleport Vanishing of any sort I just want to know for sport Teach me how to teleport Appearing out of thin air Like you haven't got a care Anywhere you wanna go You ain't goin with the flow Teach me how to teleport Vanishing of any sort I just want to know for sport Teach me how to teleport Appearing out of thin air Like you haven't got a care Anywhere you wanna go You ain't goin with the flow
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Warlock vs. Paladin 04:03
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Delivery 03:14
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I woke up got my favorite mug and filled it with tea went down to the front porch where our mailbox is we have no driveway I expected my new thing ordered from the internet to be waiting in the box but I found something else instead It's a very simple note written with a felt tip pen signed it with a smiley face and promising to come again I was taken aback now my day has only begun but I hope that whoever wrote this isn't hurt by anyone Hello there, I have a parcel And it seems I missed you this morning I'm sorry I can't leave this and go but hopefully I will see you tomorrow The next day I was ready for delivery sitting on the front porch with my favorite mug filled with some hot tea Waited for an hour then got a call from my best friend drove them to the hospital they'd broken all their bones again can't afford an ambulance we live the lives of tiny ants Then I finally got back saw a note stuck to my front door I had missed them yet again they must've come here after ten I just hope that who they work for doesn't blame this fault on them Hello there, I have a parcel And I'm sorry I didn't see you I really wish it wasn't this way but maybe I'll see you on Wednesday Well actually that was really my first thought because my first thought was that which pervades all others that being, "Praise be unto Chronathus, for time marches ever onward" and then after that my next thought was, "Gosh, I sure wish I had that thing that I ordered from the internet, because it should just be here already" but um, anyway. It was only later, when I had finished getting all real riled up and and miffed about not having my thing from the internet that I realized what the actual problem was there that the person who's out delivering this thing for me has to live under the constant threat of being devoured by a Shoggoth and I know what you're thinking: "You're more likely to come across a Shoggoth if you're working in the warehouse! They don't have Shoggoths out delivering packages and things" but the problem with that, the real problem is that here I am as a silly ol' consumer person buying things from the internet because gosh do I sure love my things but everytime I do so, I'm contributing to this evil corporation, mistreating human beings on a daily basis But am I gonna stop? No! Because I love my things, so. I guess I am evil. Hello there, I have a parcel And I've been here three times already This is my last stop before I go And you don't see me anymore I'm sorry I didn't see you but my schedule keeps me so busy I know I'm overthinking this all But I'm still going to feel so awful.
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Peanut Butter Duck 03:15
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Alright, mother ducker are you ready for a story cause I'm about to tell you 'bout a duck named tory See as we all know every duck has a purpose something that they all will strive towards in great earnest But Tory lived alone on the edge of a city Smellin' all the things that make a town so pretty Most ducks don't get to know what tastes the best but this is tory's story I'll let them tell you the rest Quack. My name is Tory This is my story you've heard that rhyme already before Quack. I need Peanut Butter There is no other thing I want so let's waddle out the door. Everybody listen to what I'm quackin' 'Cause I'm the Peanut Butter Duck and I'm about to start attackin' Every Mother Ducker that Gets in my way Out of here is where you should stay I'm going off on a grand old journey To win a jar of Peanut Butter in the Sandwich Spread Tourney It's a fight to death I'm not going down easy I'mma beat you so hard that you're gonna feel queasy. Quack. My name is Tory This is my story you've heard that rhyme already before Quack. I need Peanut Butter There is no other thing I want so let's waddle out the door. Quack quack quack quack. Quack quack quack quack. Gladitorial combat wings is really kinda tricky one of the more difficult things But I'mma win I'mma smack down hard with my flying feet of fire I will leave your flesh charred Oh yeah you heard me right I got a super power my webbed feet can ignite You might think that would make a better name but the "Fire Footed Duck" to me sounds lame Quack. My name is Tory This is my story you've heard that rhyme already before Quack. I need Peanut Butter There is no other thing I want so let's waddle out the door. Quack quack quack quack. Quack quack quack quack. I've killed before and I'll kill again Each round I make a mark on my bill with a pen The Applebutter Chicken has been roasted The Mayonnaise Goose has been cooked and toasted I'm in the final round And I see my competitor A giant fanged horse repping jam steppin out the door I flap to my foe and I take out their shins A flaming kick to the head and then I win Quack. My name is Tory This is my story you've heard that rhyme already before Quack. I got Peanut Butter There is no other thing I need so let's grovel on the floor. Quack. My name is Tory (quack) This is my story (quack) you've heard that rhyme (quack) already before Quack. I got Peanut Butter (quack) There is no other (quack) thing I need so let's (quack) grovel on the floor.
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A Spooky Sight 03:15
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Hel-lo everyone I think that I am trapped I'm in a dark room and my energy is sapped My dog is snarling at a Spectre in the air I don't think that he knows that there's nothing really there Oh my goodness there's a knocking at the door, I hold my breath a second and then I hear seven more I look around real quickly and I find a place to hide A figure that I had not seen just let's them all inside I think I saw a spooky sight It really gave me quite a fright I think I have been left alone And stuck inside this haunted home Goblins, zombies, devils, ghosts I don't know what scares me the most There's werewolves, demons, skeletons A vampire wants to be let in They're all dressed in the strangest sort of clothes Well they're actually normal which is strange for them I s'pose A ghoul steps forward looking just like a chef A Gremlin's polo nametag says "Hello My Name is Geoff" Next comes a troll with a stethoscope ‘round his neck I think I see a ball cap on a demon straight from heck They're all dressed up like ordinary people Never before had accountants made me feel so feeble There's zombies dressed as ghandi and a skeleton with a pellet in-side its BB gun, firing at the moon The figure that had let them in leans back and with a leering grin He shouts to the crowd That it's time to quiet down “Greetings all I am your host And I'm the one to fear the most I've brought you all together now We'll rule the night, just listen how” Goblins, fishmen, skeletons, They all politely listen in I bite my tongue and hold my breath *Achoo* And then let out a sneeze of death. My dog yelps and runs out from our hiding place Soon enough a werewolf grabs me has me face to face I scream and struggle from within their fearsome grasp I prepare myself to suffer all their wrath Su-dden-ly applause bursts out from all around I gasp in shock because of this surprising sound “That's the best human costume ever seen In fact I think that that makes you the party queen” Robes are thrown across my back I nearly have a heart attack These monsters, goblins, ghosts, and ghouls Don't seem to follow normal rules We danced away most of the night It should not have been quite all right I guess we fooled them, dog and I, It's been a wild, spooky ride
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Fletcher 04:14
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Absurdist Rap 04:08
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Nothing to do oh yeah says you we've got board games like trouble, sorry and clue We've even got a copy of monopoly too so I think you'd better grab a pencil or two cause it's time to take some notes this'll be on the test I want every person here to try to do their best but you'll fail cause I say you will It's my class so swallow this pill Solve for the area under a curve where the line intersects with the side of the earth and the origin point is taken at mars Go outside and look at the stars what's your horoscope (what) that's what I thought seems you'll be studying an awful lot if you want to even try you might just die unless you bring me a raspberry pie every single day at the start of class a big ol' pie if you want to pass Now it's time for the quiz sit in your seats and tell me the distance from paris to greece Multiply that by the age of buzz aldrin to the power of the licks to the center tootsie pop what's that? you want me to stop. Tough luck kid, here grab a mop Bonus points if you clean up the tears Puddles of droplets from you and your peers This is my kingdom it's where I rule Put on a cone hat and sit on a stool you're a dense little tiny wittle pez dispenser Everyone who listens to your mind gets censored The bell, doesn't end class I do Now get out of my sight do I have to remind you? You know what's cool? fingerless gloves cause It's something even the fingerless loves cause the holes in the gloves can shut with a thread to keep out the cold when you cannot afford bread just like me, that's like me I have seventy three shiny silver plated pennies for thee to see If you spend them at once you may have some fun since they are not a fabulous currency Now I have to ask did you come to bask on the fringe of decent society or are you here to hear what's near for fear of ending up like me Step into the light of this miserable blight or else you just might be stuck here tonight I have to tell you you despareate fool you have my deepest sympathy We don't have the things that you have we don't have the rings that you have everybody sings we don't have anything at all I walk into the store and I dont hear anything more because i've been knocked onto the floor oh this life is such a bore I rule these gosh darn streets you hear me the blood falls down in sheets don't cross me I don't rely on you or anyone else for charity I make it on my own just trust me Put down your stupid phone right now see It's time for you to bend the knee and bow before my throne Oh no, oh Goodness gracious Hecking Gosh These freaking pens are freaking lost and if I cannot find before the end of my shift then you can be rest assured that I will not get a lift to my five star room in my 3 star motel I guess they're gone for good, oh hecking well If you could please find me a bell I'll ring it till you're sent to - Sell me please - a stack of mirrors To give to stacks of god fearers My quarter deadline draws nearer and your outlook becomes clearer New and Improved, from ProxyTech a device for when your home's a wreck Just push the button and stand back Then go and fix yourself a snack Listen up, I'm here to help He's not I swear- shut up you welp I just know what's best for you He knows manipulation too He'll say some good things I suppose then hit you with a trial close but honestly he really knows that he's here for the money flows Feature Advantage Benefit I will offset my deficit This Co-Op Ad will make you glad According to my estimate You are a means to my profits end but should this practice be condemned I make some cash, you turn to ash Just don't forget to spend
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Join Me For an Adventure 03:05
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This Isn't Home 03:56
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Walking down the street and I'm staring at my feet as the dead trees all around me wave their branches to the beat I return to this town and my face sets in a frown It's so hard to maintain status as an internet clown I just want to go back to the friends that I have made To the warmth and the light and the games that we have played But I'm here with my family freezing every night as my My bed is being bathed in a sickly orange light When it rains from the boards above your head And you wish you could stay but the thought fills you with dread I don't want to be here could you please leave me alone It's so hard to get out of my bed because this isn't home. Staring at my phone I am fighting back a groan As I see the good times had by my friends and I should have known Family is crumbling around me as I sadly sing in the hospital and jail I am the depressed sibling The water is shut off And the power has gone out I spend what I can to fight against this artificial drought But I can't leave my family such as it may be Someone has to drive around and buy the endless kerosene When it rains from the boards above your head And you wish you could stay but the thought fills you with dread I don't want to be here could you please leave me alone It's so hard to get out of my bed because this isn't home. Is it so bad that I want to just leave all my awful things behind and go off on my own Find a place to stay with my best friends by my side where the water is warm we can make it our home This building barely counts as a shelter by now it's fallen to disrepair and I know who to blame The fools from decades past didn't take care of this place you let it fall to rot and you'll never earn my name How could I be grateful to you for this you eat all our food and barely help to cover any costs I don't have to stay I've got friends not far away But It's not in me to see her face after she's had my loss I'm sorry to her for embarassing this way but the fact of all this is these thoughts just cannot stay inside Sometimes I just wish that I was truly heartless but I can't escape from family I haven't even tried When it rains from the boards above your head And you wish you could stay but the thought fills you with dread I don't want to be here could you please leave me alone It's so hard to get out of my bed because this isn't home. I don't have a choice I'm as passive as my voice you get money from a job I don't get paid for making noise These scholarships and grants can't be used to buy new pants can't be used for paying rent this idea doesn't have a chance I don't want to go out in the world and get a job I just want to sit in my chair making music as a slob So I'm stuck with my family And I cannot leave until my school starts up again I have not earned my reprieve When it rains from the boards above your head And you wish you could stay but the thought fills you with dread I don't want to be here could you please leave me alone It's so hard to get out of my bed because this isn't home.
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My Friend Austin ft. Austin Johnson 03:01
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I need to tell you folks about friend of mine He's the kind of person who will always find the time to listen to what you have to say, get it off your mind Incidentally his favorite character from the anime Soul Eater is Stein He lives inside a spaceship on the planet Mars He spends his evenings looking right up at the stars A spaceships strangely easier to drive than land based cars I wonder if he spends his days in ways that are like ours. I wonder what it's like on mars and what is there to eat He has stragely large amount of visitors to greet No one ever comes back home I think that's kinda neat He's not a cannibal he just likes meat Austin is person just like you He does all the human things we do Austin is a human yes it's true I don't know why this is a shock to you Last week he came to Earth and acted kinda weird He eats cereal with milk it's worse than I feard He sprinkled seasoning on a guy with a beard I tried to ask him 'bout it but he disappeared It was not Austin who vanished it was the guy I mean But let's set that aside it's time for Austin's debut scene He's coming to the mic and I've asked him to keep it clean And now give it up for Austin tell me sir how have you been? Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww Yeah, It's me, Austin. But, I disagree with Sydney. Their mode of eating cereal, is wack as heck. The overly crunchy nature of cereal is meant to be tempered by milk, and Sydney just eats it dry. This person crazy. enough about that let's talk about Me I have a cat named sebaaaaastian He's not named after a crab don't ask me I value your opinion if I ask for criticism I will share a wide variety of memes at any hour of the day, only one thing left to say I am the Raging Fires of Doom brought down upon the earth and I hope you see me coming so I can chase you first It's not as satisfying to destroy you by surprise I just can't get enough of the terrified look inside your eyes Austin is person just like you He does all the human things we do Austin is a human yes it's true I don't know why this is a shock to you Austin is person just like you He does all the human things we do Austin is a human yes it's true I don't know why this is a shock to you Austin Austin Austin Austin Austin Austin Austin Austin
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Nat 20 Death Save 03:01
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iPod Postmortem 03:17
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So I don’t know what I’ll do when I die Hopefully that will be a really long time There better be some music in the afterlife Cause if there’s not then I don’t wanna die I’m walking every single day with my headphones on just gotta listen to this brand new song I close my eyes, move my lips but don’t sing along so the people on the street can’t hear me I’m filling my purgatory with my musical inventory Take my hand and listen, then you’ll see everything has to end but not me. So I don’t know what I’ll do when I die Hopefully that will be a really long time There better be some music in the afterlife Cause if there’s not then I don’t wanna die Everybody says that I should get a move on What’s your major, what’s your school, what’s your problem? I nod my head, move my lips but don’t think along so the people cross the desk don’t know me I’m filling my purgatory with my musical inventory Take my hand and listen, then you’ll see everything has to end but not me. So I don’t know what I’ll do when I die Hopefully that will be a really long time There better be some music in the afterlife Cause if there’s not then I don’t wanna die They all say the same things over again But what I need is something lasting I close my eyes, hold your hand and we sing along to the the music that my iPod’s blasting I’m filling my purgatory with my musical inventory Take my hand and listen, then you’ll see everything has to end but not me. So I don’t know what I’ll do when I die Hopefully that will be a really long time There better be some music in the afterlife Cause if there’s not then I don’t wanna die I’m walking every single day with my headphones on just gotta listen to this brand new song I close my eyes, move my lips but don’t sing along But the people in the grave still hear me I’m filling my purgatory with my musical inventory Take my hand and listen, then you’ll see everything has to end but not me. So I don’t know what I’ll do when I die Hopefully that will be a really long time There better be some music in the afterlife Cause if there’s not then I don’t wanna die
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Someday My Dreams 04:09
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I Sometimes Want to Die 03:40
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I don't know how anybody everybody gets themselves out of the rut that we're in right now where we don't do anything at all every day just the same Why is it so hard to break routine even when it is the worst routine I don't know what's the point in trying when you're gonna fail anyway then I give up on it for another day My clothes have been lying in a pile on the floor for the past three weeks and I tell myself I'll pick 'em up on Saturday. But I know that I'm lying to my- self. I'm a mess, this is just a small example of my Lack of care, for everything around me my Lack of motivation to be healthy I know I can't keep this up all my life But things will change in a couple months Will things really change or will I just do the same things in a different place I think it's the latter 'cause in my experience I cave under pressure nothing ever gets better I make it sound like a joke, when I'm back with my friends, listen to me please, I'm think I'm okay but I'm sad all the time so I put these words into a song song, so now to my feelings you can sing along I know we're all busy but I miss you the most when we can't get together, I guess that that makes sense but I can't stand to wether this storm of isolation I think this is why some choose inebriation I won't do that, addiction runs in the family and I know that it's bad to tempt fate but the months that I'm at home are awful, every single day the same Everybody's angry I just want to go away. I sometimes want to die but I don't think I de- serve to be so dramatic Lots of people have it so much worse than me I don't think what I've dealth with is that traumatic I sometimes want to die but I don't want all of you people to worry bout me I'm sure that it's really not that big of a deal I just want to say this thought and then let it be
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One Thing Left to Say 03:27
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Before we got together I didn't have much I got happy for I didnt want to get out of bed, much less open up my bedroom door So why oh why, would you ever stay sweetie Because honestly sometimes I'm so ashamed just to be me I can't take back all the awful things I've done But you make things so much better when you softly call me hon You could easily just roll your eyes and say there she goes again But even when you do that you stay the closest ever friend My heart is full of love for you at the end of the day But when we aren't in the same room there's one thing left to say Sweet dreams. My dreams will be of you. And mine will also be of you. Night night. Nighty night. The light is so much brighter when you have some darkness to compare it to The sunny days wouldn't matter as much to me if it were not for you Because the rain is something that we both love the Sun could never rise again and we would still think of some ways to spend the drizzly hours so delightfully my dear the drops tap on the roof outside, I'm glad to have you here I hope that I make you as happy as you have made me and our days will be as bright as storm clouds that we love to see My heart is full of love for you at the end of the day But when we aren't in the same room there's one thing left to say Sweet dreams. My dreams will be of you. And mine will also be of you. Night night. Nighty night. [verse3] I'm terrified to be myself in this world of such deep uncertainty you're my greatest ally and I hope you know how much that means to me such peace of mind comes from you staying so close out of everyone its true my dear that I love you the most but don't worry darling I could be fine on my own if you have to go I'd understand and give you time alone you help me more than anything but I won't put weight on you I just want you to know that I care for everything you do [chorus] My heart is full of love for you at the end of the day But when we aren't in the same room there's one thing left to say Sweet dreams. My dreams will be of you. And mine will also be of you. Night night. Nighty night. Sweet dreams. My dreams will be of you. And mine will also be of you. Night night. Nighty night.
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This is The End 03:59
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Welcome one and all to this somber charade would you like to join in the parade? I don't know your story and you don't know mine but I think that we'll get along fine You have no identity and no religion everyone's the same here with non-descript vision They don't care what your name is and they won't listen 'cause this is the place where somethin' big is missin' This is the end this is where we forget all the details of things that we know Things change and ammend there's no way to preserve all the past as it should be you know What does your life mean if you don't know the scene of the first time you figured out how to make lunch by yourself Reaching up on the shelf When we are all gone who will celebrate the day that you told them all what was your way? Nothing is forever no matter how hard you try, someday your memory will die. You have no true legacy and no real purpose everyone is blank here in the entropy circus They don't know what your name is, your mind is rotten 'cause this is the place where everything's forgotten This is the end this is where we forget all the details of things that we know Things change and ammend there's no way to preserve all the past as it should be you know What does it all mean if you don't know the scene of the first time you sat down to think on a rock by the sea? How could it all be? This is the end this is where we forget all the details of things that we know Things change and ammend there's no way to preserve all the past as it should be you know What could it all mean it just can't have all been the fruitless atempts to make meaning out of nothingness Ignorance is bliss

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When you get down to it, I'm not sure how I'm feeling. Life has ups and downs. I get sad a lot. There's really huge problems that I can't even begin trying to solve yet, but if you ask me right now, I'll say, "I'm Having a Good Time"

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released June 21, 2018

Written, recorded, composed, and produced by Sydney Blue
Featuring Patrick Kuhns, Aidan Aesoph, and Austin Johnson.
Artwork by Stephanie Bernd.

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Hey there. I write music as a hobby, but it means a lot to me. I use it to share my feelings and my love for the people that matter to me. It's pretty weird some times.

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