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1. |
Drop Scarlet
02:48
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Hello everyone
I've missed you
It's been awhile
I've kinda been going through some stuff
The lines have grown faint
but the set was not complete
I snap the band on my wrist in time
with the pulsing of the beat
drop scarlet
focus right and wobble in my seat
'cause the payoff of discretion is
little a treat
I'm losing what I'm thinking 'cause I
ramble filling verses hoping
clutching scratching piercing
crying waiting for the sweet release
it seizes me I can't believe
I have to fight so desperately
I'm doing fine I'm holding true, so
Is it strength when I lie to you?
I wake up as I lie down as the
world goes dark I hit the ground
the racing endless racing thoughts
concern and guilt and pain and loss
I'm crying and I'm sobbing
and it's silent and it's loud
and it's
(crazed laughter)
The world has grown faint
but our lives are not complete
we put our heads in our hands in time
with the pulsing of the beat
drop scarlet
focus right, it's pooling in the street
'cause the payoff of obsession is
tearing. at. me.
I'm losing time for patience 'cause I
have to hide from so much and I'm
scared for those I care about and
cannot keep the danger out it's
everything and everywhere
and anything I'm not aware of
it's my fault that you're alone
and I do not deserve a home
to risk what you have brought
to me, and I can't even try to be
the door was shut, but then it's wide
and I am scared of either side
I find myself alone at times and
just when I run out of rhymes I
(crazed laughter)
The lines have grown faint
The lines have grown faint
The lines have grown faint
but the set was not complete I said
The lines have grown faint
The lines have grown faint
The lines have grown faint
but the set was not complete I said now
there's an awful lot
that can happen in a couple years
there's an awful lot
that can happen in a couple years
there's an awful lot
that can happen in a couple years
there's an awful lot
that can happen in a couple years
I tend to find the worst
to shed a few discarded tears
desiccated imitated
mindless to the point of frost
maybe you can tell me why my
mind is always lost
Their eyes have grown faint
but the story's not complete
we put the words on the page
in time with the pulsing of the beat
drop scarlet
focus right, and fight the entropy
'cause the payoff of reflection is
cutting my teeth
I'm losing all I'm loving
'cause the worlds unjust uncaring
and the cruelty endless cruelty
knocks the compass off its bearings
and it's all the strength I have in me
to fight against these urges see
I'm stronger than I seem to be
but constant pain has weakened me
the pits I've made abodes of
boast a boundless bout of bummer vibes
lost in search in search of safer tides
I'm sick of spinning splitting sides
I'll think I've make it through the drought
and no one has to find me out but
(crazed laughter)
It's good to see you again
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2. |
Tired
03:29
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It's time to wake up
Crawl off the bean bag oh no
The day has started
and you're not ready
It's all been scheduled and you
don't have time for freedom oh no
You're running late
There's no escape
I'm so tired
I wanna sleep
Oh I'm so tired
I wanna sleep
I wanna sleep
and never wake up
those thoughts won't work
but nothing else will oh no
now come on stop it
that makes it worse
it's not so bad you've got to
look at everything in context
sure some things suck
but you are loved
I'm so tired
I wanna sleep
Oh I'm so tired
I wanna sleep
I wanna sleep
and never wake up
The darkness can't last
you'll have some bad days oh no
but that's what life is
mountains and valleys
There's brightness waiting for you
just around the corner oh no
don't go and give up before
you have even tried
Why can't I tell myself these things every day
Why does the darkness always get in the way
I know you love me and I love you all too
I'll keep on going even if it's just for you
but
I'm so tired
I wanna sleep
Oh I'm so tired
I wanna sleep
I wanna sleep
and then I'll wake up
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3. |
I Try to be Happy
03:52
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I'm hiding in a bathroom and I
don't know when I can leave because I
don't know what I am afraid of, really
well I know what I'm afraid of, really
I'm afraid of stranger's faces and I'm
scared in unusual places like a
parking lot of a grocery store and
so much more but
I try to be happy and it's not very easy
got a great life or at least in a theory
and it's so hard to keep things upbeat
I got a weak guard and I need your help please
need a quick boost 'cause the fear will eat me
and it's induced by those who can't see me
but when you're right here It's all okay
again it's alright you soak up my tears
It's not my favorite thing
to stay up in the early morning
but the feeling that I'm given
often comes without its own warning oh
just a few minutes back there
can knock me out the rest of the day
doesn't matter how it started if it
ends that way but
I try to be happy and it's not very easy
got a great life or at least in a theory
and it's so hard to keep things upbeat
I got a weak guard and I need your help please
need a quick boost 'cause the fear will eat me
and it's induced by those who can't see me
but when you're right here It's all okay
again it's alright you soak up my tears
I don't know what I've been thinking
I don't know what I've been saying
I don't know what I've been feeling
I don't know how I've been doing oh
I'm hiding in a bathroom
why am I hiding in a bathroom
why did the way that he looked at me
affect me oh but
I want to be happy and it's not very easy
got a great life or at least in a theory
and it's so hard to keep things upbeat
I got a weak guard and I need your help please
need a quick boost 'cause the fear will eat me
and it's induced by those who can't see me
but when you're right here It's all okay
again it's alright you soak up my tears
I want to be happy and it's not very easy
got a great life or at least in a theory
and it's so hard to keep things upbeat
I got a weak guard and I need your help please
need a quick boost 'cause the fear will eat me
and it's induced by those who can't see me
but when you're right here It's all okay
again it's alright you soak up my tears
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4. |
The Spiral
04:11
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Hey, don't let the demons get inside again
'cause we don't know where they're coming from
Last night the moon fell from the sky
I don't wanna die again
but the magic's gone it's good for one
try to listen to your heart
I know what you think you are
Falling into the spiral isn't fun
last time the hug came from two sides
but now there's none
Yeah, that was a close one hold my hand so tight
I don't wanna feel you let me go
I don't care what happens to me
I swear I'll ignore the bite
don't you let me hear you whisper no
try to listen to your heart
I know what you think you are
Falling into the spiral isn't fun
last time the hug came from two sides
but now there's none
Hey, don't let the demons get inside again
I wanna say I don't care if you're one of them
Yeah, that was a close one hold my hand so tight (I need to listen to your heart again)
They tell me that it's wrong but I know it must be right (Please don't fall into the twist again)
So, it's been a while since the last time
It's a feeling sickly comforting
I am stuck inside of the pit
and I'm alone for the climb
and my limbs are dumbly lumbering
try to listen to your heart
I know what you think you are
Falling into the spiral isn't fun
buh nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh
last time the hug came from two sides
but now there's none
buh nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh nuh
I've been relatively clear
for nearly half a year
but now the winning streak is done
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5. |
Determined
05:20
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first you run then you walk
then you might just want to stop
"just keep trying every day"
That is what I think they say
if you give up, hey that's fine
happens to me all the time
just don't throw it all away
you might want it back some day
first you run
then you run
then you then you then you run
first you
run and run and run and
first you run
and r r run
then you walk
then you stop
then you
stop stop stop
then you run and
then you walk and
then you stop and
don't give up
Hey kick it to me now
find a little boom pow
kick the sadness in the face
get yourself an even pace
it's not easy this is true
but we all believe in you
Take a break then get back in
I know that you're gonna win
Hey it's a little difficult
to keep things rolling along
when you're not feelin great
and I understand that
Hey it's a little difficult
a little difficult difficult
Hey and I understand that
stand that that
Hey keep things rolling along
Just keep things rolling along
when you're not feelin great
great great
Hey it doesn't have to happen today
just do the best that you can
and that's all that matters
all that matters matters
do the best that you can
best that you can
it doesn't have to happen today
Hey that's all that matters
Hey it's a little difficult
to keep things rolling along
when you're not feelin great
and I understand that
Hey it doesn't have to happen today
just do the best that you can
and that's all that matters
first you run then you walk
then you might just want to stop
"just keep trying every day"
That is what I think they say
if you give up, hey that's fine
happens to me all the time
just don't throw it all away
you might want it back some day
first you run
then you run
then you then you then you run
first you
run and run and run and
first you run
and r r run
then you walk
then you stop
then you
stop stop stop
then you run and
then you walk and
then you stop and
don't give up
Hey kick it to me now
find a little boom pow
kick the sadness in the face
get yourself an even pace
it's not easy this is true
but we all believe in you
Take a break then get back in
I know that you're gonna win
you're gonna win
you're gonna win
Take a break then get back in
I know that you're gonna win
it's not easy this is true
I know I know
this is true
but we all believe in you
we believe in you
kick the sadness in the face
kick it kick it in the face
get yourself an even pace
kick it to an even pace
don't give up if you stop
things are starting to look up
it's okay, you're doing great
I know that you're doing great
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6. |
Red
03:47
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Look up
Look down
Look around
Look down
It's a funny thing
now you mention it
waitin' for the time
when our redemption hits
Patchwork memory
and patchwork face
I don't remember how
I came to this place but
I don't want to burn anymore
Settle the score
without me 'cause I've
Read the signs
and the sky is red
as the wounds I've bled
Just leave me for dead
the tattered tale of Red
the sky is red
as the wounds I've bled
Just leave me for dead
the tattered tale of Red
Gotta end the reign
of unchecked tyranny
what does that do
for my abject misery?
Find myself surrounded
by a swarm of strangers
I doubt they considered
the ancillary dangers
Why am I a failure?
Explain this to me
What sort of ritual
could say it missed me?
Worlds can't hold me
and the flames can't wait
The fire's brighter
than I see my fate but
I don't want to burn anymore
Settle the score
without me 'cause I've
Read the signs
and the sky is red
as the wounds I've bled
Just leave me for dead
the tattered tale of Red
the sky is red
as the wounds I've bled
Just leave me for dead
the tattered tale of Red
In him I see a light
why does that scare me?
I thought I understood
this isn't fairly
set up for the fall
I wanted myself to take
and when I look at him
why does own my heart ache?
Did I have it wrong?
Is it not hopeless?
When it's done I just
might not be homeless
I don't know if
I can do this alone
I need another I'm not
good on my own
It's me
welcome to the end
It's me
welcome to the death of your friends
It's me
all will soon be mine
It's me
trust me it'll all be fine
It's me
in everyone you know
It's me
Knock over the dominoes
It's me
take my hand and live
It's me
This is the only chance I'll give
I don't want to burn anymore
I'll settle the score
and stop you 'cause I've
Read the signs
and the sky was red
as the wounds I've bled
After me, you're dead
the tattered tale of Red
the sky was red
as the wounds I've bled
After me, you're dead
the tattered tale of Red
and the sky was red
as the wounds I've bled
After me, you're dead
the tattered tale of Red
the sky was red
as the wounds I've bled
After me, you're dead
the tattered tale of Red
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7. |
Post 1939 (She Saw Me)
03:40
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There are ten certain circuits
in the Voder
Twenty separate components
to be used in building up speech sounds
Well we've heard the Voder make a word
and by combining words of course
we make a sentence
Who saw you?
She saw me.
Whom did she see?
She saw me.
Did she see you or hear you?
She saw me.
And now let's have Mr. Garret and Ms. Harper
Actually show us what the Voder can do
with these twenty separate sounds.
I don't know what to say
I don't know how to say it
it comes up every day
but I have lost the way and
half the time I don't know what the
biggest issue in the world is
life is long and hard it's not clear
how we're here or just what time is
Who saw you?
She saw me.
Have the Voder say "She saw me."
Who saw you?
She saw me.
Sounded awfully flat,
how about a little expression?
She saw me.
She saw me.
She saw me.
Greetings everybody.
Greetings everybody.
Hi hello welcome ciao
do you know who I am now?
Greetings salutations yo
I will take that as a no
There's a little part of me that wonders if I'm
from a world that could accept a little bit of lost time
but i'm not sure I know if I can take the first step
maybe it's just better if I leave you in the darkness
Now so far you have only heard the Voder speak
in one voice, but it has other voices which it can use:
GrEeTiNgS eVeRyBoDy.
Who saw you?
She saw me.
Whom did she see?
She saw me.
Did she see you or hear you?
She saw me.
A girl needs a peculiar combination of particular talent
I have to form thirteen different sounds in succession
All this must be done with
exactly. correct. timing.
Mary had a little lamb
fleece was white as snow
everywhere that Mary went
the lamb was sure to go
Sh-yikes Voder you're sounding awfully sizzonal
Snap out of it, let's hear you laugh.
Okay. Ha. Ha. Haaaaaaaaaa.
I certainly feel sorry for you
Haaaaaaaaaa.
Do you really feel as old as you look?
I feel very old, man.
Haaaaaaaaaa.
It took me about a year of constant practice
this is about the average time required in most cases.
Who saw you?
Who saw you?
Whom did she see?
Whom did she see?
Did she see you or hear you?
She saw me.
Now perhaps you noticed there was a peculiar
quality in that voice you've not heard before
And that, as I'm sure you've noticed is really
a singing tone:
Ah ah ah ah
The company tried out about 320 girls
and out of this number, twenty-eight girls
finally became expert operators.
Can he say: "Parlez-vous français"?
Parlez-vous français?
The Voder can do practically anything
that can be done with a Human voice
Yes, Voder can not only talk, but he can sing
Who saw you?
She saw me.
Whom did she see?
She saw me.
Did she see you or hear you?
She saw me.
Here's Voder's imitation of a cow:
Mooooooo
And here's a pig:
Oink Oink
Oink Oink Oink Oink Oink
Oink
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8. |
left behind left ahead
03:04
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9. |
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sometimes I think back to my friends from second grade
How are they all doing now? I don't remember half their names
and I
I think about all of the times that we had played
run around out in the sun making up our silly games
and I
I wonder why it is I didn't keep in touch
I told myself before it's 'cause it didn't matter much
but it
it makes me wonder why I played with them at all
if I could drop them just as fast as I gave up the soccer ball
Time goes marching on
if you let it pass you by
don't forget the friends you've made
if they can't join you on the ride
Time goes marching on
if you let it pass you by
don't forget the friends you've made
if they can't join you on the ride
Time goes marching on
if you let it pass you by
don't forget the friends you've made
if they can't join you on the ride
But's an awful way of thinking
I have a tendency of sinking
in mind and heart
It feels like if I want a meaning
my only option is to make a sad feeling
Sure they're not around but they weren't nothing
The times we had were simply fleeting
I wouldn't go
back in my life and erase a thing
memories both good and bad are rather touching
Time goes marching on
if you let it pass you by
don't forget the friends you've made
if they can't join you on the ride
Time goes marching on
if you let it pass you by
don't forget the friends you've made
if they can't join you on the ride
Time goes marching on
if you let it pass you by
don't forget the friends you've made
if they can't join you on the ride
You can't take everybody with you on this
journey through this life we have
Just love the moments when you've got them
Love the fact it's something that you had
I hope you all know you've impacted me in
ways that I can't even name
I love the words you say and things you do
you've made me me I can't explain 'cause
Time goes marching on
if you let it pass you by
don't forget the friends you've made
if they can't join you on the ride
Time goes marching on
if you let it pass you by
don't forget the friends you've made
if they can't join you on the ride
Time goes marching on
if you let it pass you by
don't forget the friends you've made
if they can't join you on the ride
Time goes marching on
if you let it pass you by
don't forget the friends you've made
if they can't join you on the ride
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10. |
Better
03:33
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I feel better
than I did before
I feel a little bit better
when I see myself now I just feel better
A little just
maybe just a little bit better
I
feel weak
when I'm on my own
I feel so weak
every week
running into the next
when I
I'm not alone
when I remember I'm not alone
I feel at home
and that makes me feel
better
than I did before
I feel a little bit better
when I see myself now I just feel better
I might just
maybe just a little bit better
I
I'm tired
I'm so very tired
but I'm not done
and I never will be
I (there is)
I'm scared (so much going on now)
scared of the world that greets me (and I'll never know how)
and there's not much (bad it can be out there)
that makes me feel (I will always be scared)
better
than I did before
I don't feel much better
when I see myself sometimes I'm not better
I might just maybe feel a little bit worse
I
am here
for however long
I am here
And I
don't really like it here
I
love you
and I really hope
you love me too
because you
you make me feel
better
than I did before
I feel a little bit better
when I see myself now I just feel better
I might just maybe feel a little bit better
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11. |
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12. |
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Aw yeah it's me Austin
wack as heck the
cr- cr- cr- cr-
crunchy
overly crunchy
nature of cereal's
meant to be
tempered by
crazy crab
don't ask me
milk
this person
ah ah ahh
now let's talk about-
talk about me
Aw yeah it's me Austin
cat named Sebastian
Value your opinion
a- a- ask me
I- I-
disagree with Sydney
eats it d-d-d-d-dry
talk about me ahhh
not named after a crab crab
I am the raging fires of doom
brought down upon the Earth
and I hope you see me coming
so I can chase you first
it's not as satisfying
to destroy you by surprise
I just can't get enough of the
terrified look inside your eyes
thirty-nine, fish of time
futurelings dang-dang-dangles
words into the past and
hope to get a bite -ite
my. name. is.
self-aware contamination prototype
designation prototype
prototype -type
yeah, it's me Austin
A-A-A-A- Austin
yeah, it's me Austin
A-A-A-A- Austin
yeah, it's me Austin
A-A-A-A- Austin
yeah, it's me Austin
RaginDoomFire
Austin is a human just like you
Austin does the human things we do
...you have a cup?
Get a fuckin' hold of this
HOW did you fuckin' miss
By that much?
Vanilla Bean
Vanilla Been, Bitch
Mother trucking skeleton
Cunning god of death
Love and Appreciation
d-d-d-d-d-d-dragon?
very well as pants.
very well as PANTS
Jean Jackets are pants
are PANTS are PANTS pants
This creator had an idea
for a fun and strange music
awww
yeah, it's me Austin
A-A-A-A- Austin
yeah, it's me Austin
A-A-A-A- Austin
yeah, it's me Austin
A-A-A-A- Austin
yeah, it's me Austin
RaginDoomFire
Austin is a human just like you
Austin does the human things we do
Awwwwwwwwwww
yeah, it's me Austin
A-A-A-A- Austin
yeah, it's me Austin
A-A-A-A- Austin
yeah, it's me Austin
A-A-A-A- Austin
yeah, it's me Austin
RaginDoomFire
yeah, it's me Austin
A-A-A-A- Austin
yeah, it's me Austin
A-A-A-A- Austin
yeah, it's me Austin
A-A-A-A- Austin
yeah, it's me Austin
RaginDoomFire
yeah, it's me Austin
A-A-A-A- Austin
yeah, it's me Austin
A-A-A-A- Austin
yeah, it's me Austin
A-A-A-A- Austin
yeah, it's me Austin
RaginDoomFire
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13. |
Orange (Bonus Track)
01:18
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Come and take a walk with me (Orange you glad I didn't say banana?)
The words are meaningless
I promise I won't eat the list
It's nothing new to me
Come and rule the world with me (Orange you glad I didn't say banana?)
This talk is meaningless
I just pick out words from a list
to fit inside the frame
Why won't it just come to me (Orange you glad I didn't say banana?)
I want the music but for some
reason this song needs words
so it's not all empty
Orange is the name for thee (Orange you glad I didn't say banana?)
to fit my stupid frame of
colors swirling in my brain
quite interchangeably
This song has no reason
to have words, but yet it does
Hooah!
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14. |
Yellow (Bonus Track)
03:28
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15. |
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Every body look at me
I've got something for you to see
it's plain and simple clear as day
you've got to throw your cares away
It's summer time and that's the truth
you can bet your sugar tooth
it's time for fun under the sun
so go worship Satan!
wait wat
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16. |
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17. |
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Walk into the club
Put your hands in the air
get the money in the bag
tell me how it isn't fair
'cause the club is a bank
I'm just taken my share
Check the name, it's T-RICK
I got that bonnie clyde flair
Feet on the street
with the cash on hand
and the pigs'll never catch me
or my stash on land
drop the beat to the sea
hit the splash i've planned
underwater evil lair
rave and thrash on brand
This is the life
and I owe it to myself
guillotine a CEO
a bonus to my mental health
'cause the humans die a lot
and I would say that I excel
at accelerating endings of
the bad, to rebel
I steal from the rich
and I give to the me
I got a business pitch
that I leave to the scene
If you're nice I'll ask twice
then I'll give some advice
everybody's awful
that's the only freakin' tea
Listen here pal I don't
disagree in the slightest
but you've got to know we can't
call you the brightest
'cause you step to me
a different ideology
necessary for you to see
the place where you happen to be
I am the power in
the world that matters
the flag of every nation is
unfurled in tatters
the tray falls when the fists are
uncurled, it clatters
the silver spoon from the soup is
hurled, it splatters
steal from the wealthy
bats in the belfry
your gold is pretty useless
when your soul is filthy
You try to end society
but still you hoard the capital
as an "anarchist" your intentions
alone are what is admirable
'cause in practice you disgrace
everybody in the place
in fact your just as bad
as all that you want to displace
So I put it to you now
tuck your tail and save your begs
run as fast as you can
my children things have long legs
That's a nice rebuttal but I can't
live without the cash man
dropping all the dollars you'd find
me inside a trashcan
digging scraps out just to eat
just perhaps gifted treat
I don't need your charity
when I'm a fierce killin' machine
What's the point in caring when I can
do whatever I want?
It's fun! Try some!
Never gonna buy one!
The world is pretty broken if you ask me, Sharky
and I might be monster but the humans more monster than me
What are they? your pets or something?
kill 'em to the beat I'm bumping
The world is gonna burn
with all the garbage in the sea they're dumping
Honestly it's pretty strange that
you're not on my side here
I've spread the facts out wide clear
for you the simple sightseer
They're garbage they're nothing
I'll take 'em off your hands
and then I'll work 'em to the bone to build
the world within my plans because the
world is gonna die so you should
let me have my fun, I think I've won
I think we're done, I never run
zero to one.
(Here comes Pat Shark)
(Here comes Pat Shark)
Now you've gone and made the check mark
I'm not mad just disappointed
gone and got yourself anointed
Ready for my eldritch fire
snuggled up upon the pyre
friend you up and upended
my patience and brought out my ire
Pets? That's pretty close.
But you're garbage, friend, you're gross
with your lack of understanding
equate life corporate branding
it's the weak ones at the top
they're just like you, they get the chop
you've got to care about your neighbor
and control the source of labor
don't belabor me I don't sightsee
your sight's from me you shriveled flea
my children things are all I need
I give them gifts of life and glee
the world is broken yes it's true
but that don't mean a thing to you
you're not the one who's suffering
You use the pain as covering
You want to claim you're on my side
but when you're needed run and hide
You can agree to disagree because
you're unaffected see?
The world is burning, kids in cages
monsters of all kinds and ages
play as if you're on a stage it's
not a game the fire rages.
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(Laughter and coughing)
Put me in the Shoe
What Shoe?
...
Who do?
Do what?
Who do?
You do?
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What kind of magic spell to use?
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Wellington Boots
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Baby you remind of the shoe with the power
The power of Shoe-Do to untie my shoe
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Vans magic vans
Vans magic vans
vans
I can't- stop stop
this has devolved
yeah
okay
I love you
mhmm?
yeah, go ahead
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Hey there. I write music as a hobby, but it means a lot to me. I use it to share my feelings and my love for the people that matter to me. It's pretty weird some times.
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